If you are looking for something to laugh at or experiences to learn from...You came to the right place. Welcome to my blog, also my life...I am starting this blog because I actually thought of making it a book, but realized there was no resources to use and no sponsors quite yet. So, if you want a perfectly edited book, honey, you are in a wrong place. This is just for people to relate to and have fun...Lets begin to the first chapter of my life and who I am.
Well, first of all I am Mj, Marjan Aziz, whatever you get the point, at this point I have so many names that it just leads them all back to the unique one, aka me. I am a sophomore at the University of California at Santa Cruz, who studies Legal Studies and is severely passionate about it. Many people have questions about me and my life, and I love answering those questions personally. It is actually my first week of school and I am normally an outgoing and fairly loud but respectful individual. I introduced myself in all of my classes as MJ, sophomore, legal studies major, and a unique thing about me is that I drive 5 days a week from Fremont. The reason that I mention that is because I want people to know and believe in themselves. I believe in hard work and dedication, oddly that I am writing this blog for you guys instead of doing my homework...With that information, I want the students to believe in themselves more and they have something I wish I had. The comfort and security of being able to go to class regularly. I don't have that and I do wish it. The reason I dont is because I dont know what could happen along the way especially on the 17. Its true that I could have gone to SJSU or any of the other well respected CSU'S but UCSC gave me the chance and I took it...Currently I am on academic probation, not because I didnt try, but I just never understood the problems in Math, which is also why I picked Legal Studies. In math there is normally one right answer to everything, I hate that, I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. In law you can argue your point with sufficient evidence and I love persuading even if I don't win, I know I put 120% of my effort into it. Okay now where were we....hmm oh right, I drive five days a week, but I am also a woman who has four jobs, I work at Jack in the box primarily, then at Macys, a junior high school, and now I am working at a well respected insurance company who will replace two out of the three jobs that I have. The reason I have so many jobs is because I have a family that I support, no leave the suspicion aside, I do not have any kids yet nor am I married. I love my mom and siblings from here to infinity and try to support my working my ass off in all of these jobs and going to school full time. Yes sometimes I am discouraged when something fails, but I pick myself back up asap and get back on the horse because in my hectic life I have no time to waste. I realize I am blessed to even have these many jobs even though the insurance company can not pay me until I receive my license. Throughout my 19 years alive, I have met so many amazing and horrible people. I have created friends and enemies, and overall I am so thankful to Allah first, and then to my family and friends for how blessed I am to have them. I am a proud Muslim and Afghan/Persian. I have heard plenty of negativity in my past about my religion and seen careless professionals do nothing about it...I am no preacher nor do I like preaching but I love my religion with my heart and the negativity around wont stop it. The people that know me personally might say I never pray or you have sinned this and done that, but Allah is the all forgiving and he is the only one who can judge in the end....I believe in respect and that is why I will never say anything bad about any religion, culture or etc, because that same thing could happen to me and my religion/culture...A lot of you know who I am or have seen my story, some think I am dramatic, others think I am weak....At the end of the day, I am who I am and the only judgement that matters is God. I have things that happened to me and I want people to learn from it. To know what it is like to not be alone, the feeling I have felt a lot over the years. Someone they can reach out.to without the fear of judgement. Because the moment you get that stress off your chest, and tell someone you can trust or whoever, there is a light that shines and a smile that glows. That is what I live to see.
